Let me re-introduce myself

My mom was in the hospital all last week and I have never been so worried in so long. She’s finally back home and doing good. I don’t want to get into detail about what was wrong with her, but it was apparently fairly serious. She was giving strong anti-biotics through an IV, yuck. She’s off work for the time being and just resting and shit.

I want to be tattooed so badly right now. I hate having enough money to get tattooed but not being able to get there/ have someone to go with. Sucks so bad! I want my other leg done and my friggin trieforce done. Sheeeesh.

I hung out with Chris last week. It was a lot of fun! Then on Friday, Steve and I went out for sushi and saw Zombieland. Annd he came back and hung out yesterday. Now i won’t be seeing him for 2 weeks, waaaah.

I am so blargh today. I want to go out and do something so bad but there is basically nothing to do. Everyone seems to be busy or just not want to make time for me. That’s cool. I even have money to do shit for once, which never happens. I never ever just have money i can spend, so it’s pretty nice. I guess i’m going to mango salad with Clarissa in about an hour or so, hopefully I’m hugnry by then, i’m starting to feel sick.

Waaah.

I never said I didn’t need you

Life update!

Right now i’m ridiculously sick. I don’t ever get sick, so this really sucks. My nose is stuffed, my head is killing me, my throat is so bad and i have a stupid cough. I’ve had it since tuesday and it just doesn’t want to let up or go away. I don’t feel sick to my stomach anymore, so i guess that’s good. I had to call in sick for work today, that sucks.

I have a boyfriend now. That’s pretty neat. First boyfriend in 2 years, holy moly. I’m not use to this at all!

Life is just really good right now. I really don’t have any complaints to be honest. I’m happy with everything. My friends, My family, etc.

Steve came to my family thanksgiving leftovers thing, and he survived. They basically just made fun of me. It was all in good fun though.

My heads going to explode.

no, youre never alone

So basically, when I was off from work and had nothing to do, I watched so much shit. This is what I watched:

Ice age 3
Harry potter and the half blood prince
In the land of women
What a girl wants
Batman begins
Clerks
Clueless
Zoolander
Final fantasy: spirits within
Harry potter and the order of the pheonex
Dennis the menice
Ocean’s Eleven
Mission impossible 3
The dark knight
Garden State
Season one of Heroes
I, Robot
Season one of How I met your mother
The Haunting
Season two of How I met your mother
The Man in the Iron Mask
Degrassi movie
Season two of Rob & Big
Season one of Rob Dyrdek’s Fantasy Factory
Season one of Futurama
Season two of Futurama
Season three of Futurama
All the little animals
Two Weeks Notice
The Lake House
Grand Tarino
Sex and the city
Step brothers
Old school
The breakfast club
Donnie Darko
Kenny vs Spenny season 3

Dream

I was on a cruise with my parents and brother. We were in the room (it was above sea level) and this giant flying grasshopper kept flying in and out of the room. Then out of no where, we were docked somewhere in europe. I got off the boat and didn’t make it back in time. The city I was in, had strict rules about teenagers with no parents. There was a really large apartment building that was designated just for teenagers. Teenagers also had a curfew. For some reason, Leanne was in this city and helped me out a lot. She told me that I’d have to find a job the next day because all teenagers needed one. She said it was really really hard and most teenagers worked as prostitues. I become friends with a really nice woman. She took me in and i worked as a waitress at a strip club. Some asain guy gave me so many yens.

Weirdest fucking dream ever.

Get to the point

You are a shitty friend. It’s as simple as that. You tell me I’m a shitty friend and use you? Get your facts straight. I’m not the one who skips out on a friends birthday, just so I can fuck a dude. Actually, I just don’t skip out on people to fuck dudes, like you have on so many ocassions. I don’t fuck guys, know my best friend is downstairs and can probably hear the whole thing. I don’t take other peoples alcohol and drink it with out asking. I don’t dress like a slut on purpose. I don’t fuck over my friends.I don’t constantly be as sketchy as possible. I’m so glad we’re done. You brought way too much drama into my life, even when you weren’t around. I excpect my shit back, thanks chika.

all I see is where our days repeat

I’ve been really dizzy lately. All today I was but it’s slowly coming down right now. I hope it’s gone by tomorrow.

Speaking of tomorrow, i’m going to the movies with Steve. We’re seeing Countdown to Liquir day. Origionally we were suppose to see Inglorious Basterds but it’s not playing anymore. Boourns. But that’s okay! I’m really excited for this movie.

Tonight is really boring. There isn’t anyone to hang out with, my parents and brother are out. So it’s lame and I have to stay home and watch the dog. Whatever.

Yesterday I was really bummed over my hair, so I went to Clarissa’s and she chopped it all off. It looks actually really good! And my grandma loves it. So I’m stoked. But I’m not cutting it again, i just needed it all one legnth.

This is a short entry, only because I honestly have nothing to say.

Mark my words, we’re taking over the world

I’ve had all the time in the world to update this lil bugger, but I’ve been really lazy, I guess.

My back is slowly getting better. I just wish I could skip the healing part and just get back to being really good again. I’m so sick of not being able to do shit. I can’t lift anything and it just really bugs me. I’ve been going to physio, three times a week. Let’s just hope this goes a bit faster. I want to go back to work and work normally. So sick of having no money.

Other then my silly back, I’m super happy with life right now. Like, legit, zero complaints. Last night I went to adtr with Leanne. I sang my heart out to Emilia and Natasha. I saw some faces that i’ve missed and some that I haven’t. Yikes!

Also, you’re such a joke. Get over yourself. You are no better than anyone else, so just drop it and stop complaining.

SHEESH YA’LL, TWAS A DREAM

Tell me that you love me

So I was i went to Cambridge yesterday until today. My dad dropped me off at the mall and I met up with Joe. We walked around the mall and just chit chatted while we waited for Tiff. Eventually Tiff showed up and we headed to get some sushi. I was craving it so bad! After our nice dinner date, Tiff and I went to a salon store and bought some stuff to fix my hair. We went back to Tiff’s house and she did my hair and we watched Weed’s all night. My hair is now not brassy and looks nice. Glad she fixed it.

My birthday is coming up soon and i’m excited. I’m just having a dinner at Crabby joe’s but i’m sure it’s going to be a good night.

I don’t really have much to write about. My back is still killing me but I’ve learned not to complain about it.

Today Kelly is coming over and I thnk we’re going to make some vegan chocolate cupcakes. Probably the best idea ever. I love baking! Sheesh!

I love catchy music. Also, you’re cute!

living your life under the ice

I’m seriously going so fucking crazy. I’ve been off for a 2 weeks now and just found out at my doctors appointment this morning, that i’ll be off for another 6 weeks (unless they can find work, that works with my restrictions). My parent’s are letting me go out every now and then though, so that rules. Sunday we’re going on my aunt and uncles boat, next week I get to go to cambridge for a week, etc. But it’s not like i can do anything. I basically just sit around and shit.

I don’t even know what to write about, that’s how boring my life is.

My bangs are blonde but really brassy.

Cool story, bro.

Dreams

1. I had gone back to my old school, just to visit teachers and such. I was about to go inside when someone opened the door for me. It was none other than Jake Hurwitz. College Humor was doing a live show at the school and they were setting up. I began chatting away with him. Eventually he had to go inside and he gave me his number and e-mail address.

2. We drove past this what I’m assuming was some sort of training grounds for the army or something. Anyways, it was all fenced in and had signs all over the place reading “NO TRESPASSING!”. There was a ton of kids inside the fenced area playing around and shit. So my dad called the cops. Then we were driving around a corner and some little kid was just in the middle of the road and my dad almost hit him. My dad got out of his car and started screaming at the Dad and Grandpa. They both tried to gang up on my dad but he beat the shit outta em.